howdy campers:wave:

ever wake up after thirteen hours sleep feeling like you want to stab somthingin the eye with a pencil:>.........welcome to my world. yesterday was quite......a monumental fuck in the ear as a matter of fact, the army testing went ok to start with (got 96% on the general aptitude test) but balls it up on the tecnical testing. like a total idiot i forgot the one thing the guys told me, "if you get stuck on a question move on" :lalala: of course i didnt and failed to finish half my cock somking pox ridden son of a whore math test and subsiqently missed out on the position i wanted (fitter armament) by 10%, ok, put on top of that jesus's overwelming anger at the fact i am dating firefly:**:, and the fact that i know have to wait twelve months until im allowed to take the tech test again>:-[>:-(>:XX. or i could just abandon my desire to be a fitter armament and pick another job from the list (wich admitedly is still quite long) and be happy with that and get on with my life.:## how about no scott, how about i do what i want, date who i want, and be who i want when i want and then just maybe i wont freak out a little and go on a homicidel rage and rome the streets tipping peoples bins over and howling at the moon like a homless man on heroin.>:-[>:XX:crazy:

forgot to call firefly last night like i said i would and now feel extra crap:**: oh well ill call her tonight to make up for it hopfuly ill be over my narcissistic self hatred with paranoid delusions of anarkey by that stage. such is life.

well i best go now, i feel better for being able to lance that hiddious pustule of anger and am now irrigating it with a saline solution of hope, because

shit happens, ya just gotta bug on ya gumboots and wade through it.:wave: